Time to re-align

Time to re-align

What is for me won’t pass me by. A few days now because I was really not feeling 100% I was needy, in need of human touch and just love in the form of a hug, I was completely out of character, and of course followed through with action and behaviour that caused...
I owe it to myself

I owe it to myself

I owe it to myself to heal and become whole, to allow God full access to all of me so that He can do His finished work, I will no longer look back. I will accept that people do as they see fit, and it’s my responsibility to ensure I enforce boundaries that serve...
Rejection

Rejection

Rejection or the fear of rejection will have you compromise your standards and principles just to be accepted…   For years I was afraid of “What would people think?” the very thought of doing something that is true to you and makes you come alive but...
Time to get out of my way

Time to get out of my way

For years I have had to fight for my voice, I stood infront of someone and shouted that I need love, I had to shout and say I also deserve care, support encouragement, motivation, empathy and understanding… So many times I have had to pick myself up from a dark...
Choosing people who choose you

Choosing people who choose you

What a season I have been in! Over the years I met people and I tend to be the one who overcompensates, it is I who will be texting first and checking up on etc. But this season, I decided “wait a minute Zen, take a step back and see if they will come towards you”,...
Protecting my peace

Protecting my peace

Lately I have been on this journey of just protecting my peace. I won’t even react to things that used to mess me up. It’s quite hard work to switch off from default settings. On a daily basis I used to say what I wanted to say to prove a point, but these days I...